End of Life for Animals…Healing Hearts

I never really know how my day is going to go. I am in Service. I am on call. I have been removing the living room rug for the past few days. It is a nasty job and I work around my schedule and the furniture, pets and a teenagers sleeping schedule….

I got a message on FB yesterday from a client. She wanted me to contact her dog. Her dog was a cancer survivor for many years but was having breathing issues and the scar tissue from the cancer made it hard for her to breathe. My client wanted to know if the dog was ready to go home.

I use a protocol before I connect to anyone. I want to make sure I am getting accurate information and that I have made a strong connection to my Master Guides, Spirit Helpers and the Person/ Animal I am connecting to. Protocol in Place, Connection made.

As soon as the connection was made I started to cry. Tears were falling fast. I was sobbing, holding the snow leopard- my surrogate for distance healing. She was ready to go, knew her body was not strong enough to maintain but was sad to leave. I gave her owner the message, other details and made sure her energy was connected and she was energetically ready for passage when it was time.

Full moon- a door for those who are ready to go Home.We are under the influence of the Full Moon four days before and four days after. Moon of the Buffalo. Today may be the day for her to go home, an anniversary of another fur family’s passing. This morning an old friend passed at 7:30 Central time. I was in bed at the time, reluctant to get out of bed..sensing today would not be a ” normal” day. Spirit says, ” We are not done”. Someone else will pass today…

Sometimes we connect to the heart of another for a different purpose. That angelic, unconditional Love serves to open our hearts and release the tears to help us through what is ahead- known or unknown.  This big dog, huge heart is all about love. She wanted me to tell her owner that she will be back. She will know her by the love connection. She will come back in the body of a puppy. She will have more time in that body….She rallied. That happens a lot…the rally, happy, energized, seemingly not ready to leave…will have to see how things go…have to surrender to the outcome…sigh…

I wanted to write this down. To remember, to share.

We live in the world of Spirit. God/Creator guides us with our Master Guides, Master Teachers, Angels and Spirit Helpers. The seen and unseen. Our animals are our guides and teachers too. They connect to our hearts in ways no human can. They walk with us through life’s ups and downs, highs and lows.

Speaking of Spirit: a big black dog sits to my right. He’s been there since last night. Sits silently by the front door. I noticed him last night and again this morning. I asked if he was one of mine, no, he is here to protect me…..

I posted on FB today:”Ripping out the old carpet in the Living room…taking it out in pieces..working around the furniture, animals and teenager’s sleep patterns…good representation of life…release the past in increments, work in harmony with others and go with the flow….”

Grandmother’s Words

From FaceBook post June 24th at 9:06 am.


This is an amazing time on Earth. The energy is building and we are remembering the Magic.

Magic is not casting evil spells and dark magic, Magic is remembering our connection to All That is.

You can create a prayer, an intention, a wish and send it out from your heart to a person, place or living being.

You can make positive change in your area or around the world. If you add the energy of a friend or family member in your prayer or intention, you strengthen the energy of that prayer.

Take your power back. Too many people are waiting for someone else to do it for them.

Too many people have been fooled to believe that they can’t do it.

Learn the protocol for creating a safe and sacred space and start sending out prayer and intention for Unci Maka- our Mother Earth. We are the ones we have been waiting for.

Stop looking outside yourself.

Find an Elder, A Grandmother, a Mentor.

Use Discernment to make sure their energy feels right.

Ask about Sage, Cedar and the medicines to clear your mind and body.

Ask about the Protection Prayers, the songs, the space clearing techniques.

There will be different plants, prayers and protocols but the intention is the same.

Find what feels right in your HEART.

I am here if you need help.

There are many others waiting to help but no one is asking…start asking. It is never too late and our Unci Maka needs our help. The animals, the plants, the water, the trees, everything will benefit from prayer and positive intention.

Humans vs Nature

May 16, 2017.

Thunderstorms today, snow in the next few days. You could say this is just Colorado weather or you could say that weather is far from Normal. I am glad I did not plant my garden for Mother’s day.

I am already mourning the  loss of my girls ( chickens ), a dead garden would put me in a deeper sadness. I try to be a responsible human. I do my best to feed my animals healthy food and take care of their health needs. I would never have put the girls in harms way if I had known that weasels moved into our ecosystem. We had a complete ecosystem breakdown three years ago when they changed the banks of the river, took out a pond, took out all of the trees and plants along the river and drove out the wildlife. We are watching Nature attempt to get back into balance.

The foxes had mange last fall. The Humane Society told us to just late nature take its course. A neighbor down the street gave them Ivermectin in meat and it brought them back. There is a female with kits a few houses down. We have at least two rabbits now, never had them before, and hope the population will stay under control with the fox family. We never hear coyotes at dusk anymore, they moved away when the construction started. We have a healthy population of white tail deer, we call them the ” girls “.

Raccoon populations  come and go but can be dangerous. One big male killed a small dog down the street. My neighbors to the North moved away in August. They used to keep the dumpster open and food was plentiful while they lived there. After they moved we had more run ins with the raccoons at night and trash was strewn all over the street on trash day. Raccoons are hit by cars more often now and they have to travel all over to eat.

Humans have a huge impact on Nature. Corporations build along the river and the  County mitigates the river and natural areas so they can reap the financial benefits with little regard for how it affects the Ecosystems that were there long before the Corporate World descended on it.